i feel weak, vulnerable. seems i am never operating from a position of strength.
dependent, indecisive i allow others to dictate my choices, my path
then BAM revolt when i don’t like the “choice” that has been made for me
afraid of speaking my mind, of saying what i really feel
afraid of you being mad at me, not liking me as if that really matters
alone on my island, swallowed up the sea
do i really have to please you and in the process lose me?